Arrived at the surgery center at exactly 5:15 am. I’m sorry. I don’t see you on the schedule. Oh it’s tomorrow (Thursday the third). oh fuck etc. After the oh fuck gd it, my 82-year-old (as of yesterday) D has been in the sweetest mood. Cuddling last night. He got in the shower with me, held me up and washed me. That mahogany warm body next to mine. And his caretaker voice. R and N were transformed into nurses yesterday when the pain overflowed. I love and desire so much the warmth of friends, but I must remember and remember that it’s my path.
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